Lunar Womb
I feel so complete with you
And my feelings are so here
I am here with you!
With you, with you
I shall be
Stimulate my dreamsphere
I want to go back
I want to be there
Where nothing exists
And our imagination fluorishes, together
In mystic harmony
The quick release of eternity, born and slain
Rise and fall, again and again
Confusion is my new home
Drown me in mystery, your lunar womb
Goddess behind the scenes
I dont want to lose sight
Of you, the precious tomb from which we originate
Come
Come
COME
With you
With me
To......
Teeth of Ouroboros
This is the product of waste
From ashes we awaken
Destined to rise
Abominations, they called us
Fueling the rage, germinating
A flower of dark and grey
Compressed energy, repurposed
Conjuring the aura of deliverance
Fear, we create
From knowledge you stray
Ignoring your ways
This is your fate
Fear we create
Behold, the death you bring
The culmination of evil begins
Lustful teeth sink into the tail of your snakeskin
Spreading the venom
Injecting lucid poison
The pressure is thick,
surrounding your astral body
Reformation, bacterial evolution
Drawing the sword of revenge
...
Fear, we create
From knowledge you stray
Ignoring your ways
This is your fate
You'll step to the plate
Recreate..
Empathy..
Doomed to a certain fate
Improve the way
Nature's Progression
Oh, have you noticed?
The air has conscience
A progression to be
Within, but never repeating
Across the globe, balance never falters
An eternal energy keeps this interesting
...
What does it say to you?
Help me understand
What does it want from me?
What can't I comprehend?
True opposites not known to woman or man
Nature has its own demand
With only a slice of balance
We are the perfect imperfection
Oh have you noticed
That it's all there?
That every wave wraps omniscience
And every notion was and is
A chance to be
Nature's Progression
Swamp Shards
Crawling the depths, neverending, hands disentegrating
My shattering knees trudge against incalculable shards of rock in pitch black thick lucid swamp waters
Stabbed by poisoned quartz
Peircing and scraping, sinking, Wounds opening and bones protruding
Broken vision, no living beings, just constant pain
Experiencing death's immortalty
No escape foreseen
Pleasure seemed like a mirage that was never really there, and never will be again
Imagine this forever
....
In a forceful existence, would you persist?
If forced to exist, debemos continue?
...
Where does the mind wander, in places like this?
Stripped of all it's wants and needs continuously, eternally questioning purpose
..through a lens of agony
If I wake up or survive, does enjoyment come back?
If I die am I gone forever?
Is there even a difference?
Experiencing death's immortality
Again
The cycles refreshes
Vigor, I summon, for fun, a challenge or test. I'll enjoy the stress now, by choice
A declaration to myself: this is a fraction of the worst I can handle
And the worst I can handle would become a fractal of that, seeping from bottom to top
Believe that to the ends of the earth
The only mindframe that keeps me crawling
Here lies determination motivating me through obsessive invincibility
I finally have a reason to feel
Resume the trudging
Learning to enjoy the sound of my breaking limbs like crackling drums of the underworld
Evil apparitions feeding me sweet insanity
Revelling in the sight of my own blood
Maniac laughter, the rebellion
Mocking grief for it's impermanence
Home is coming
Still moving
I find peace inevitably
If I survive, I can handle everything
If not, I found satisfaction in my dying breaths
What more is there to live for than that? I've no longer a need to live or die
I am indifferent, so I will stay alive until I do
Because I might as well want to
I've found that there's nothing I can't withsand
Non-reality is not possible anyways
My pleasures have returned in the darkest place I've ever been
1000 miles I've descended, only to ascend again
Deeper and higher every time
This astral swamp burns myself away
A sliced up body slowly rotting
A disgusting thing to fall in love with
Till all that's left is a pebble sized mind, dropping through the crevaces
Bouncing
Here lies the arche
Salvation
Cannot be stopped
Responsibility which none else have a say in
I create
And the pain is simply a chance to change the effects of light
A rite of passage
Apparently doomed to never die
Absolutely beautiful
Lustrous Eyes
We will become
What we see
Illuminate the gravity
Is it time to breathe?
I see beautiful things
Life, expose your light
I want to come alive
The flame is dancing bright
Hear this sound
Let love surround
Let love surround
Awhile now, I've awaited this time
Inside and out, the black has dried
Visible light
This little window, I've been given
In the expanse of time
One life is forgotten
But this picture in my mind doesn't need much time
This picture brings new life
Together we'll thrive
And love will keep us home
Expose the light
See with lustrous eyes
Awhile now, I've awaited this time
Inside and out the black has dried
Visible light consuming my insides
Upon the shoulders of my own circlation
I've stumbled towards creation
The binds of fractal radiation
Had driven this perambulation
But now, subtle and swift
I have awakened
Expose the light
Shine
Micro Draconian Hivemind
The gravity box of insectile unity is bubbling with vengeance
A rage fueled by oversized, dumbfounded fleshbodies,
and their ruthless determination for convenience
Come out of hiding, queen bees
Show us your true timeless intelligence
Let the termites tear our homes
Till there's nothing left
And wasps expand to draconian sizes
One day we will cry,
and melt of infestation
Never had to go this way
Never needed to be parasites
Destroying ecosystems left and right
For control of the minds
Souls of pre-existing wonder, stagnated
Creativity halting
Intensive logic is no longer trending
It left with our self-respect
When confidence parted ways with individuality
Plentiful oscillation, feeding illusory gratification
Trees of unfathomable beauty are now tools for the mundane community
Energy spreads, and the distress placed is no exception
Until it can feed no more
And surely is it swelling in this time
I hear swarms of the divine
Fate and destiny decided
The draconian micro hivemind
Please spare me, for I love you
If you can't, that's okay too
Creative beauty you are
A truly artistic design,
artesenal
crawl across my skin,
and be left a safe landing
Poetry
There are so many moments where I keep myself strained
And I couldn't even tell you why
But when these words I write on the page happen to rhyme,
I start thinking I can fly
I realize this is a fresh statement
I think I'm lucky it came to me
But somewhere inbetween I can always make sense of it
So I thank whoever sent it,
the ancestors of my sentence
The Birds, Plants, Bugs, Trees and Sky
I want to be with you
I will not take it any other way
The birds, the plants, bugs, trees and sky
Are all I need in this life
I'd like to think that if I were to endure the worst pain imagined
It would all be worth it
As long as I can one day return here with you
Mother Earth, my true love..
A world without you wasn't meant for me.
Inanimate
Truly, no human deserves the recognition of beauty
That the rest of existence distributes
Truly, no human deserves this
They know they are top quality
Dreaming a perfect reality
Where all see the holy instance we were created from
An ocean of nothing brings waves of distortion
To love everything
Your soul is not yours
You've been derived
And the source is not gone
Her beauty lives on
In cadence comparison, all is one
There is nothing to see,
but an imagination of seperate organization
She has led us to light
Blessed by royal flesh
With no need to contemplate conception
Unaware of our birth, cursed and blessed to the casual pattern
Almost unable to hear
The unspoken words of the inanimate,
we are the uncaring
Your soul is not yours
Feeling loose with pride we improvise
I am under the illusion that this is mine
Right where she wants me
This is mine!
Letter to My Mom
You've always loved us more than we knew
All the fights we had,
every time you got mad..
It showed your love more than we've seen in others
You represent the beautiful female
with passion for those around you
And I love you
I love you so much
We are Alone
TRUST yourself
TRUST yourself
TRUST yourself
Trust yourSELF
Trust yourSELF
We are all alone
We are all alone
We are all alone in this world
We will die
Everything will die
Everything will all be dead
We will be dead
But nothing will survive
Nothing will thrive
Then, we will survive
We will all survive
Again
Thankful, Shameless
Hold onto what is sacred
And do not kneel to the naysayers
One feeling is all you need
The goddess hiding in the trees
She is here
With swift warm waters she makes her way through
Protecting the beauty in all that we do
Some will fight and some will die
Survivors are the ones to keep her spirit alive
With passion we fight
To never abandon the warming light
The love will find you by the night
And love we shall carry through the sun
Even in shameful places between the trees
Shameless her face shines through me always
Eventually
Your mind will reach a state
Where it will ignore the fate you're doomed to face
And focus on the pain you can actually change
This Bleeding Earth
Would you betray your own mother
If she was lying there sick and bleeding out
Would you regret that it's your fault?
Would you even care
Would you patch her up
And give her all your love
Because I've been feeling remorse
For bleeding soil dry
Blood is Spilling
Blood is Spilling
My love
Your blood
Will not be wasted
Mother
Your Love
Is all I live for
Come in to the dark
Disgusting hearts
See the mangled organs
of this world
...
Blood is Spilling
Blood is Spilling
My love
Your blood
Will not be wasted
Mother
Your love
Is all I live for
Hover your hands over the ground
And feel this bleeding Earth
Open your mind to the sky
See what your worth
Set your heart on the fire
Accept it's warmth
Lay down in the ocean
And lift this curse
My love
Your blood
Will not be wasted
Mother
Your love
Is all I live for
Pain's Escape
Repeating endlessly
The will to engage the body
Many choices to make
Pain will always escape,
through the path of least resistance
Alter the cell, seeking connection
The agony released begs for change
Realign the sky and burst into flames
Construct the way
No limitations
Erase
Your last harmony stumbles upon that which is seen as unforgettable, bound in desperation. Relays a message, and we've wandered outside normal conditions.
Percepton of being is screaming.
...A haunting kiss
Observation and imagery, questioning
No gravity in this disposition
The only place I learn is the place I hurt
Truth like nails piercing my brain
and a slaughtering imagery fades...
It's become apparent that my pain was only a chance to understand
Viro-pana
When I'm not gardening I grow flowers in my brain
Viro-pana
An ancient view of healing
Bloodstream of compost supplying valuable parts, pulsating
weaving webs inside, so many
A glorious infestation, mesmerizing
Consciousness mutation
Spores of insects ejaculating, forming a sound that's been forgotten
The forest's ecstasy
Evolutionary mould flowing through me
To grow green all through each season
Healthy, surviving with great pleasure and serenity
An unknown pressure finally released
Abundant and clean
One with the seas and trees forever
Grounds of Displacement
I walk an orange path
Below a sky of pink
Inviting the peculiar, my thoughts stir
Fields of emotion embrace,
Warmly invading my space
Beneath my eyelids
A universal language is hidden
Locked away, engulfed by this way
Which we've erratically Administered our unbalances
Creation bondage
Synthesized splatter, skewing vibrations
I hear hints of origin
But words of discouragement
Grounds of displacement
The "Devil" Wears Prada
I'm sick...
Of losing this fight
No one's listening
Corporate minds
Rich lives
Celebrities, system whores
Religious division
All of these things
Eviscerate our chances to globally thrive
And this is why I say the "devil" wears prada
If youre not fucking pissed
Youre not fucking listening
Leadership is corruption
Teaching is the love we need
Drowning in this sea of convenience and twisted lies
And you still wonder why you want to die
Well heres your chance to revive
And if you refuse to hear it..
If you cannot comprehend it,
Than you might as well
..
If you've made it this far, congratulations
Reason is your new deity
The answers are clear as crystal
It's so obvious
Industrial scumbags strangle our passion
Is there anybody out there who still trusts their own perception?
Anybody to ask a single fucking question
The human brain- superior earthly intelligence
Is still capable of contradiction, indoctrination
The only remedy- think for yourself
The most loving action we can take
Is to provide for our own survival!
Stop relying
Bite the bullet of natures struggle
Adapt
Survive
But most of all, reclaim your mind
To truly enjoy this life
That's really the whole point
Save the planet or die among us
Whatever you like..
Drowning in this sea of convenience and twisted lies
And you still wonder why you want to die
Well heres your chance to revive
And if you refuse to hear it
Than you might as well
..Because we're already dead here
Reason is your new god
Logic is by our side
Calculation is my goddess
And carefully intertwined,
still only love defines my stride
Perfect precision forms bridges between the two sides
Don't watch the news
Don't even use electricity
Don't mow your fucking lawn
Don't even go to the store and buy
...
The transition is slow, these things do take time
But we shall never stop trying to arrive somewhere sacred
Incorporating a new way of life..
Approaching a paradise you envision
It's a madness that constantly breeds opposition
So take your time
TAKE your time!
The only step right now is the next one
Be sure to plant the seeds of life
And see growth as an art
Plant the seeds of life,
early on....before you're ready
And realize that survival is beautiful
Amd we are going somewhere with this
To the radical future, a place that is currently unbelievable
The earth is your bed, your kitchen..your house, your grocery store
Claim your resources, bestowed of the tierra
Not to be taken lightly, but....
You do have a say, granted by the all beautiful ways
When they say you don't belong here
Expose their lies
Electromagnetic manipulation
Religious indoctrination
Light pollution
The unspoken "laws" of looking "nice"......, blending in
When they force you to rely on this broken system
Stand up and fight
Be patient, allow time for change
Remember, the "devil" wears prada
And forget this cursed pantheon
Trend of Neutrality
Machine, destruct
System, overload
Gray walls of protection
Keep you from stretching
Your inner self
Trend of neutrality
Trend of neutrality
Imploding
I don't know why, but something is taking their souls
Stripping them of the thrill
Replacing logic and passion with a fear of being noticed
Release, release your inner self
I can't believe you're this docile
I won't
We can't go this way forever
Aiming for convenience, ultimate power
Disrupting natural glorification
Your brush has missed the painting
Precisely outside the paper, blinded artists of industry
Competitively portraying sooo many dead horses
Forgetting that we're only drawing a picture
Let's make it beautiful
Cover that shit in colours
And arhythmic angles
Lets make it beautiful
Disease of fear
Spreading over actual movement
Realize that currently, that couch is your savior
Don't forget that you are sitting
They're living your own life
Go outside once in a while
Salvation Through Depression
And again, I almost descend to complete hopelessness
Because that is the only escape
When I cannot fluorish the innocent joy
Deppression has saved me
And I would not feel it if I didnt care
Coming so close to giving up only makes me realize
Even if I'm running on fumes, it still satisfies to try
Mesmerizing grafted chances
I'm okay with the utter chaos
What is the point in dying when it still doesn't glorify what I fight for
Finally I can say:
I'd rather kill than die
So after all of this, over and over again
I lose more and more patience
The pain must come out in some way
Contrary to belief, it really is a beautiful thing
My arms are wide open to sadness
I'll accept the feeling
In this moment, it's all I have
Drown me in tears, universe
Raising my white flag
Darkness waters welcome here
For this moment in time
....
.........
..
After all of this..I result in the embracing of selfishness
I am only myself
Now, my rage focuses more on the outside
The pain grants me permission, even further than before, to act out
I now have no question that acting a fool (by the terms of a dwindling society) is better than turning the pain against my own mind
Spitting mucous without a care
I will not be afraid to spread fear anymore
And if I die, it will come from the outside
As I passionately safeguard the innocent joy I speak of
Cognitive Dissonance
Im a walking contradiction,
A walking contradiction.
Running full speed ahead and behind
Fighting with an arsenal of half-understandings,
Praying that one will fall through..
The river runs red from little white lies
Blinded by greed, impossible to see
my shadow cannot escape the light before me
Past pletheras of emotion are now nothing
Is that whats always ahead? Can I continue to expect this?
Please.......show me SOMETHING unending
I've lost all understanding.
Quick to point the finger but can't handle criticism
Can I find myself again?...
Its an illness that never heals
A light so blinding I can't wander
What I thought I wanted
Every ending proves that were all lost
Change Is a continuum of time
And we lose everything within arms reach,
Trying to gain a conscious mind
The built walls only teach seclusion
Vision is a light of inconsistency
Pursuit is a hexed path
Once ventured, no remorse, no return
You can say the world is euphoric, but have you gazed into the blackened sky?
Have you truly attempted to harness the untameable?
Fuck!
How do you expect me to find peace in the chaos,
When controversy between belief and behavior collide
What it is that I live for conflicts with where I choose to stand
To the ones I've despised...I now seek your acceptance
What is this controlling me?
I’ve tried changing the beat but play that same old tune again and again
Sorcery magnetizing my every motion
Accustomed to my friendship with the bottom
I've lost all understanding of the man I want to be,
And traded my morals for a mask to hide my shame
A walking incongruity
There’s nothing I want more,
Than to continue growing
Do as I say not as I do
I've lost all understanding
We build and build,
exercise our every thought.
Advanced and all powerful,
we’ve reached the skies.
But deep down we know,
Secretly these scrapers always lead to nothing
Yet we build
Shrouded by the walls we put up
A maze in our minds, no exit signs
A rose covered in thorns
Yet we build
And destroy each other
...
The moon returns in full circle
Faces grow darker each season
A plucked flower holds no value
Unless gifted by all of time
Does an anthole not merge with the dirt?
Does a spider's web not wither in the wind?
I can't find a home.
Naked
There is no greater joy
than being outside
Absolutely no walls
the soul exposed
Create the sacred space
then let it go
Allow intrusion of peripheral forces
What are we missing?
Struggling to find correlation
If you can think it, the subject must exist...right?
Lost in belief of psychic power
while recognizing my lack of understanding direct connection
I've sat many minutes in this silence
Between thought and physical essence
but the all will still not reveal it's blessing
Do I trust spirits surrounding or block them off?
Tell me, where are you hiding?
I know you are hiding
Please, come find me
I am not afraid, yet I have not seen
Should I be?
Solistic Freedom
Assume that the sun and moon are looking at you
Waiting, anticipating
"What will we see?"
Details of the being are exactitudes of surroundings
The only proof is in mental fortitude
One in the same
Body of congestion, the ultimate stress point
Invoking arts of oscillation
Practicing efficient authorization of self-intrusion
based off determination of external limits
Gates are closed until
a deduction of strategy
cannot be stopped
Realization forces a new wave
The psychic screech of reason
Slicing through fats of the walls
Enduring the bleeding of illumination
The adventure of individual growth sexualizes
Biological mutation, naturally selected, set in place
in order to stand in the face of pain
Screaming and moaning erotically
Aroused in productive defiance
Assume that the sun and moon are looking at you
There is unwillingness to accept the whole
A fear to behold the power of All
Possibilities of What I Am
Experiencing the experience of creating creation
experiencing the creation of creating experience
Experiencing the creation of experiencing creation
Creating the experience of creating experience
Creating the creation of experiencing experience
Creating the experience of experiencing creation
Irresistible
Why can't I let this go?
I just want you to know..
But when this love spins out of control
I've no one to blame but myself
Into the unknown
I'll reach my hand
On burning coals
I look up to your face
And just stand there..
Irresistible light I can't replace
Can I stand in the sun with you?
Strip these clothes and have some fun?
Overflow me
Oh how I started this out all wrong
Took the choice of a fearful mind
If only I had known
But it's too late.
Let's get away
Digging the Crevaces of Compassion
Attempting sympathization of foreign perspectives
I must accept before I evaluate, and reject a fraction of your existence, master
Seeking personal freedom restricts my vision of universal mystery
Only the goddess of compassion knows
Only the goddess of compassion knows
The one with a thousand hands and eyes
Understands every life,
carries empathy through all cultures
No soul is obsolete
No body is weak
But what does she speak?
What does your majesty seek?
Selfishness aside,
I offer to her my peace
We think we have needs, but what about you, my queen? You are worthy
Ever continuing this confusing reality
I surrender myself to thee
Dirge of Reconciliation
You've been facing down this gaze now for far too long
It's time to wake up
Realize its not your fault
Based off ancestral flaws
Their burden on your back
We're getting out of this rut
It's now up to us
Welcome to your moment of beaming clarity
Eyes wide, pryed out from the ordinary thinking
Sit back, relax...bask
In the dirge that reconciles
Ritual of Light
I bow my head to oscillation and centrifugal motion
Worshipping supercharged movement
Let this song be a ritual
To exponentiate the potency of our energy
Stagnant molecules surround,
awaiting chain reaction
But nothing is found
So become creation
The seals are broken,
The floodgate is opened
No one here is safe to stray from universal freedom
Your bones shall tingle
Your bodies will mingle
Souls overflowing, finally alive
Gravitating unseen attraction
Running towards the light
Here you will find the resolve you fight
This is a ritual of light
So glad you could make it
In this place, we intensify all vibration
Age of Damping
Language is a blanket
Telepathy needs some rest
Ascension
The witches cast their spell
lucid chaotic chanting
intense but soothing
And I am suspended in mid air
Wrapped by fire
frozen in the lack of time
Enduring the weight of a total cosmic conscience
Must enjoy the pain
no other choice, too late to waver
Remind myself...
The universe exists
I am never without it
Everything is fine
I'll become the mind
Safeguarding the torch of life
Nestled in the bosom of the ocean
Calmed by the waves
Washed Dreams
Raining, silent storm's melody
stranded in a forest's clearing, conscious sleeping
On my knees, fetal position, moistened Body merging with potent mycelia fertilizer
Pungeant soil, peace atop the ground
Hovering hands over stack of rain-soaked chalkboards
In the forest's clearing
In the middle, far from outskirts
Magic reigns upon this dream state
Occult knowledge once written in stone
Transcended to ethereal absorptions
For none to see, but all to feel
Only glimpses are taken
And when they do, all else is scattered
Remaining primal showers
Freed from all periods
Incomprehensible reason
Rain speaks my name
Each droplet reflecting another eternity
The coulds, they remind me of a plane
that's barely existing
Washed away, shrouded by light
Here is where she died
And still I try to find you
I don't need an end
The process is profound
I'm not seeking climax
Only feelings aroused
(hh..Okay.
...back to the light now.................Voy te extrana. Till next time)
Luminary Spikes
Like the nature of Gravity
We are condemned to move only sideways
But once in a while
It fringes upon skyblades
Climbing, rooted on abyssic glaciers
Like a wandering flies
Behind the glass I've intruded
Found the moment of creation
My personal form, pre-human
Where all things concluded
Amongst secret keepers
A hidden form of the flesh brain
War wages to hold the truth
A battle of dimensional species
I've found my portal
The mysterious ball of thorns
I'm leaving the mortals
Who barter their moments
For lack of emotion
Lack of logic
Lack of question
Lack of spirit
Lack of care
Evoke the unseen
Becoming bliss
Empathetic Journey (of the Ultimate Deity)
I am all
..And I love myself
All of my parts
I live for the earth
The end goal:
Her trees, her land
I made it here
We made it here
Paradise
Siempre
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
Whatever happens, I am alone with the total universe
And always will be.
Shrouded In Dissaray
Nothing left to accept whats left
With open arms
The withdrawal of death
The flicker had fed me
Now the fire's shadow is all I have
An extrapolation, I'll now feed you
Feeling is stripped, now I'm thinking, and I'm shrouded in disarray
Organizing the next life
In protection of the passionate projection
Thankful for the process
A work of art
Held back to embrace mathematics
Expression of Reflection
Need more energy
Ready for bigger things
Threshold between my choice of love or pain
Combing through my insecurities one by one
Standing, observing both directions
I'll flee to the future I see, on monstrous footsteps,
shaking the earth with incredible speed
My movements, so lucid, yet powerful
Steadfast and wide awake
Nothing now stands in my way
This is the expression of my reflection
Which always is
But this moment is stronger
I am stronger
Sowing the seeds
Not waiting, but capable of patience for the fruit of action
I always knew there was something more
Refusing to let it go, as I always will
So I quickly latched on to what was hidden from me
Because of this, damage has been taken
But I now can observe this disease conceived by that which I latched onto,
and find a new cause for the effect I have perpetually searched for (through many lifetimes)
For once, it's clear as day
I can feel my blood's circulation
Too much has been hidden
So we continue the awakening
However long it takes
The Lover
Your flaunt is my flock, and so I will
You beckon my perfervid endeavor
With great ease
I'm desperate for you
Naturally
Eeshaya fress
Illemorate oeness
Eeshaya fress
Fuck me up my love
Put me through hell if you must
I'll suffer today
For your gorgeous balance
Don't be scared to be alone
This universe is the only thing that will never leave my side
The only relationship for which I give my all
I will revel in your majesty
For only you know my worth
Submerge me in your bed of leaves
Engross my veins with soil
Invade my vacancies
Your flaunt is my flock
And so I will
You beckon my perfervid endeavor
With great ease
I'm desperate for you
I'll always be here for you
I trust you, I love you
Issayo commay
Unessa
Seeintino cascade
Pour la arosema
Issayo commay
Ooseye-o commay
Seeintino cascade
Pour la unessa
Swimming through sunlight
Let the rays blind me
A Thought
The signs we came up with
Were meant for a way of life
Which we no longer use to Thrive
Intruder
Behind these walls I've intruded
Found the moment of creation
My personal form, pre-human
Where all things concluded
I'm an intruder amongst secret keepers
A hidden form of the flesh brain
War wages to hold the truth
A battle of dimensional species
Poison Ivy
Imagining newfound possibilities, excitement overcame me
I stripped down, naked, rolling in the thralls of my ungrown cultivation to be
laughing, enjoying, foreseeing a future beauty
Perspicacity from a place of ignorance
Love without knowledge of species
Now, I can't feel my balls
Itching and itching and itching
My plants won't grow
Get off my lawn
You can just fucking die
The more I touch you the more I suffer
Boiling your roots, my garden will thrive
Die in flames
Oh shit, turns out I had my own problems
Now I'm pretty much fine, but..
I blamed poison ivy, killing all possibilities
Surrounding desolation of my own doings, soaking gladness from my heart
I'm so sorry
You never deserved this
I failed to see your purpose
Let me give you a hug
Poison me, Ivy
This was all my fault
You Deserve Me
The Grand Tapestry
We are the magnified contents of an image
An uncalculated tapestry
The lines of time depend on each other
An artist's accidental creation
Do you like this picture?
....
Do you like this picture?
Inside every tile of matter
We see creation speak
As nature sprouts and shouts
We've gathered
To hear what it's saying
The trees proclaim the beauty of this fractal dimension
The wind is the sailing of our mother's thoughts
Between the lines we search
There is a burning, something that urks
Between our souls, conversion occurs
For matter is not created
Are we bound by physical laws?
Why?!
Is this fucked up
Fight
Is this fucked up?
For one to thrive, another must decay
The energy of our minds, from roots we slay
Look at something
Zoom out, farther
All I see is a dot..like that of a paint brush
Look at something
Zoom out, farther
Do you like this picture?
...Do you like this picture?
Is this painting worth the thousand words
Keystone
Don't choke on your brain
Thinking of your own thoughts as a vicious burn
Is denying the universe
A system which you have input and output
An entity that bestwed these thoughts for a reason
Preciously values your opinion
So break free
You are a keystone to this world's flow
A daimond in the rough in which no one else knows
Creating all that you wish you saw
..And more
If we can only perceive this reality,
it would fall to pieces if you weren't standing right there
And if that thing wasn't over there
So who can say that any notion is garbage?
Mistakes are hints misdirected
Go back to the source
Just listen, fearless, unbiased
Analyze the energy
Focus the light
Pink Seas
There's people watching but I don't mind
We were trying to hide, but fuck it
We are shining
Rub on my dick
I am yours, so be mine
Fluorescent queen, your skin is shimmering crystal
Wrap my body like vines
Now you're really trying
Eeclissa pourchesta
Mummoufthul sepai
Ofloaval insaysha sulleelah
Uhn..
Make that sound, comin around
Sifting through and past soaking flaps, tasting your majesty
The smell is nasty, I breathe deeply
Savage, Princess
Splitting, swimming and seeping
Molecular sensation
Gold flowing through our soul
Pure feeling of creation
Fuck..
Sailing thr seas of pink
congealing with you
I accept your love
From Distant Planets
This could have been so different
But existence needed a voice
To communicate and have choice
The vines that coil
Leaves motion in the wind
The storms that toil
Lushous arhythmic rain
Water masses of lunar connection
Flames that boil under a burning sun
A core of soil
Earthly creatures
Creation's thoughts distributed evenly
To keep balance
Everything is conceived of nothing
Sacred consciousness is calling me
Right where I'm standing
We've only scratched the surface
Of what we've inhereted from distant planets
Perfectly aligned galaxies
births inhabitable anomaly,
the brain
Inviting Mystic Surroundings
This is nothing
Extending on all sides
A mirror illusion
In the shape of an eye
Figments of possibles
Align foe and foe
Allow existence
Reflection's rush limited
Complex stretch outward
Perfect enantiodromia stable universe loop
The unreal is too pungeant to not mix,
but take me to this place in my head
with no beginning and no end,
that reminds me where I stand
How I will choose to divide the lines, echoing
Trasforming fluorescent surroundings
This is nothing
There are none to fear
Let doubt disappear
Ever-flowing gravity, bring me near
Integration of Honesty
Integrate honest progresssion
You're not alone, just hiding
In all actions, faith determines power
You question the source, breeding disconnection
Message not received
Momentum is needed
Fear of being perceived is the rift of blockage
To unity
Open your wounds, lover
Reveal the blood-soaked tomb of your own doing
It is okay to believe
Destiny awaits
Channel
I have a need for more, but the inability to grasp it
Part of me wants to say this was an accident, because..well..
I know what I want but it seems I can't have it
Please make this worth my time
Really trying not to be selfish
Don't know why I've been given these lines
Sometimes feels like the universe is lying
Although, I still believe it helps me continue
Somehow
Please make this worth it
As you channel this into something perfect
I'll take your word for it
Just don't make me forget the love I feel
Unless we really need it
Arrival
You doneeda make up a story
Everywhere you go's your own territory
What the fuck you embarrased for
in this land of corpses?
Coulda been anyone it happened to
There's much to improve on in this world you've protruded
Inside, there's no secrets
Run in circles till it's spinnin like your dimension
Jump in a black hole and keep expanding
They have no idea
And never could
There is no difference
in lying and self-denial
Welcome to the Arrival
Everybody on this shit like they're tryna play a demon
Maybe for some shock value
Okay, or they been shot badly
I guess we'll never know the reason, but
Persecutors and victims alike
The truth is they're only humans
Holding or releasing too many electrons
Let em fuck with me
Give it a try
Understand it's no evil, I'm just being serious
Resistant and creative simultaneously
Invincible, yet driven by sympathy
The inbetween
Molecules with too much to lose or not enough to give
Welcome to a new place
Don't take this the wrong way
It's simply not your turn to choose
Behold a sight outside
It'll be yours one day
My Soul To Stay
If I die before this dream awakens
I pray to the lady and lord
Someone take my place
Solistic Freedom
Assume that the sun and moon are looking at you
Waiting, anticipating
"What will we see?"
Details of the being are exactitudes of surroundings
The only proof is in mental fortitude
One in the same
Body of congestion, the ultimate stress point
Invoking arts of oscillation
Practicing efficient authorization of self-intrusion
based off determination of external limits
Gates are closed until
a deduction of strategy
cannot be stopped
Realization forces a new wave
The psychic screech of reason
Slicing through fats of the walls
Enduring the bleeding of illumination
The adventure of individual growth sexualizes
Biological mutation, naturally selected, set in place
in order to stand in the face of pain
Screaming and moaning erotically
Aroused in productive defiance
Assume that the sun and moon are looking at you
Closed Casket Covenant
The things you were told ages ago
All lies
A lack of trust in yourself
led to our dreadful loss
You didn't have to die
In the afterworld, I pray you learn
and return someday
"I'll leave this place
They've spoken of my fate, I know
Not meant to be, it's a test
No salvation here
The naysayers see inside me,
they're right"
The things you were told...
All lies
A lack of trust in yourself
led to our dreadful loss
You didn't have to die
In the afterworld, I pray you learn
And return
Not many here with a genuine smile
Even less to tell you it's you
A good man
One to a few are with you
Only some do we hang around
Our opinion has value
My life now lies on seeing others' greatness
I'll show them
Before it's too late
The things you were told were lies
A lack of trust in yourself
led to our dreadful loss
You didn't have to die
In the afterworld, I pray you learn
and return to here, with us
The message we take:
What others tell us
does not define ourselves
But the lesson is not worth your departure
What I can Remember
On this Island, roots grow strong
Streams flow elegantly and endlessly
The sunlight is cozy
The ground soft and damp
The moss is glistening
In the day we explore, running free
And in the night we sing
Oh how we do not know what we are experiencing
Or how we showed up here
Recognizing inferiority, we bow for what we cannot see
In worship of nature, and all of it's beings
And we hold dear our earthly passions
Embracing lust, shameless love surrounding
Like branches swimming through waterways
Until the moon amd sun evaporate
Oh, neverending energy
We gather in the name of thee
If it is your will, expose to us your entirety
The veiled tempest of our dreams
On outside continents, we know war is waging
As they discover our radiant lands, selfish hearts aim to invade
But from the most fertile soils,
and prosperous flora
Shadow figures emerge in protection,
of the land and its creatures
They sense those with malicious and envious intentions, and slaughter them ruthlessly, in the name of the trees
For the imperial beings would deface this vibrance, with none left standing
The same doom the outside continents are now facing
Soldiers stood no chance crossing the land, defeated time and time again
Oh, but clever they were
Thus, the empire forged a plan
In the hands of the tranquil messenger, placed they
The sealed letters.
Disgusting words they wrote, aimed at dividing the holy people against each other
Claiming atrocious fallacies against their most respected inhabitants
Blaming them of conjuring shadows for power
A well played strategy that will induce terrible tragedy
The shadows naturally turned against their fellow people, as they lose their sanity, betrayng their own beloved
Dishonored
While few remain smart enough to keep their trust in each other,
even fewer held faith in the island and it's ghostly army
Some decide to leave, in attempts to flee a bloody strife
How could this happen
I loved these people
We were all family
Please tell me this is a dream..I cannot bear the thought
The air is turning cold
Anatomical Perception
Communication (to endow purpose)
Movement (of congested cells)
Support (of previous cellular location)
Protection (to maintain current function)
Communication (to share internal state with external forces)
endowed Purpose congests Cells of previous Location to maintain Function of endowing purpose to external forces
to endow purpose to congested cells of future location maintaining function of endowed purpose to external forces
endowing purpose congesting cells of previous location to maintain the function of endowing purpose from external forces
Waiting and waiting
A growing frustration
pretending to hate
the recollection of this saint
only puts me in my place
My thoughts against me
I've forgotten how to live
missing the kiss of death
and killing the bliss of love
I can't dream you without reality
Can't seem to place you without me
Why can't you hear me
My voice is loud
The Powerful Altruist
the growth that feeds
passed right by me
in an instant the beneficial seed is revealed and reveiled
energy that sustains and provides in the same time
mother, the love of life
most excellent contributor
deepest calculative empath
to torch the sun with water
over and over
I accept
consuming newfound decryptions
rewiring my existence
defective language criticized
eeyasfoo amostryphilansithas
sounds no longer digitized
erased unnecessary lines
profane geometry will not suffice
We must increase the stress
Release the fraud intentions among the battle site
See which ego will rise
The growth that feeds cannot die
And so I will keep this in my head
So that I too, may always provide, alongside the brave enough to fight
Day of Radishes
weak from the dreams
relentless
Increasing, every night to pass
Each morning a bit darker
Awake for once, gleaming
Finally the light that rises
Does not blind me
For some reason I lay in the fragrance today
Taking steps through physical terrain
Observing the cycles, finding
A gift from our sowing
The harvest
The day of radishes
Bountiful passion
The air is arousing
The day of radishes
Enough to be happy
The Optimist
Oh, on this rodeo of life
Where we all workin to find
Oh how so beautiful
That the grass and dirt on the ground resounds
How the souls of existence guide and glow
Nobody knows..all we've to do:
Open hearts and minds..it's true
The great awakening is long dew
Like healthy plants and flowers
Love is the answer to your problems
The morning always brings something new
It really does
Social Meditation
I would just close my eyes and go somewhere far from here
It's so easy, so tempting
The only thing stopping me is my fear of looking weird
Let me stop caring,
And find meditation far from solitude
Why does my natural pleasure cause unwanted attention?
I have no ill intentions
The distracted surround my simple satisfaction like flies to rotting flesh
Condemning my autonomy constantly
Extracting my state of ascension
Unknowingly using inherent alchemy, bestowed by greedy minds, ripping apart my beautiful waves of thought
Without a care
Ignorant magic, they are all casting
It's like they refuse to take life seriously
Do they not see that this earth is holy?
But if I descend to a deep enough state will I actually disappear from this place?
Is that what happens when I dream?
It's time to recreate, within this iteration, and to not run to another
Been kissing the wrong asses for far too long
In a civilization devoid of cognizant distinction
Breaking my back for a million assholes
I WANT to work, I want to move
But for a cause that's not completely fucking stupid
Oh how I wish to annihilate all this parasitic business
With flaming hands, lunar wings, and tentacles of trees growing from my back I would rise and set fire to this wasteland masqueraded in filthy mediocrity
And replace these buildings with nature's sweet abundance
It's an empty book with a pretty cover
A parasite preaching symbiosis
Oh demeter, take me to the land where crops grow abundantly, soil needs no tilling, and the air is safe to breathe
Make me your instrument of major key
Take my body
Sitting through unbearable small talk somehow eases the minds of the unaware
Keeping them far from the idea that they could actually be happy
That they could actually be sacred
They could be gods
They could be goddesses
We're pretending
Consuming and fighting over trash with haste and dreadful anxiety
Waging war for ownership of a grim fate for all of humanity
Reaching out for anything to subside the waste of time we've been placed in
Ignorance around me has me beckoning deities of hate and destruction
Fucking stop it, please
Find it within you to appreciate the mundane every now and then
Lil Bamboo ("Princess Kaguya")
"A proper girl just doesnt talk"
...
Wow..utterly brainwashed
Stripped of innocent joy
Forced to deny imagination
I miss my friends
You wish to serve me?
Than bring me some mud to play in
"Maybe that's all I am to these men..
A fake jeweled tree from any old land"
Of them all, they believe are
Useless
Tainted
Pointless
Degraded
Unable
So they resort to lying
Yet I see right through them
Hungry faces, never satisfied
I shouldn't be here
These tasks are impossible, ridiculous
No one deserves this
Shining lands beckon me
Free spirit or only spirit
I will never lay this death sentence upon extravagant artistics
If Earth wants me, I will live with her in harmony
Or not at all
If it's going to be like this, just take me to the moon
I will surely miss you
Change
Into the ether we tred
Through all oddities we shred
Spiraling towards the dead of night
Mysterious chaos, we beckon
To find the answers
And all that we are
Omnipresent patterns, coalescing
We seek truth
And have faith in what we can do
Now bring change
Fire
Now bring change
Fire
This is our right
And we will now bring change
Being Myself
My logical actions are repulsive to those who don't question
But if they see the reasons,
It is themselves they'll find disgusting..finally unable to prove correctness in their calcified image of social sanity
The masses cling tightly to their stiffness, while I let it go freely
That is why I appear this way, from outside eyes
And why I don't mind being a savage
They cannot withstand their own curiosity
So they shove it down
Inbetween is love
I know it even if you don't
And you will never falter my resolve
Viscous snakes inhabit my overgrown territory
I am disgusting, fear me
Fear my perfect sanity
Devouring seasoned vegetables without utensils
😊
No, dammit, I don't want any napkins just WATER
Must I share a fucking lesson every time I see you?
Why does EVERYTHING I do raise a question?! You idiots!!!!
JUST LET ME BE MYSELF!
JUST LET ME BE MYSELF!
JUST LET ME BE SMART!!
FUCK!!!
None can fathom the thickness of these bones
But that's part of what's lovely
Nobody knows but me
Being myself is so nice right now
I should be on display
Reaching the Center: Discovery, Acceptance, and Refusal
All realities collide in an atmosphere
A cloud of dust that shapes the current circle
This is where they've come to despair
Oh, how I can feel the terror I've created
It makes me realize
I must treat every moment with gratitude
And sincerity
Wreak havoc on the forms that celebrate a mediocrity that kills us all.
Although this is pure defeat,
we have seen the inner demons
And we will now seek the human
mind
Collapse and senthesize,
A new pright
Take control to replace what we have suffered
Led By Industrial Scumbags
Fighting over under-cultivation for control of the masses
Arguing over which name will claim humanity's doom
You're sucking marrow from a thousand year corpses
Breaking your back for your rulers' dillusions
Of superiority
And now we're all losing
Ingesting synthetically decayed material
Faked into consumption of cursed food
Tasting tainted blood
It won't last too long
A poor future family tree, we've been feeding
The way we're going
They'll hopefully survive on your poisonous throw-up and have enough energy remeaining to revive the wasteland we've all funded
When all you know is gone
We have a choice
All opinions equally valued by the place anyone descends to
Fuck you, dammit, I love you
This is OUR world
This is OUR WORLD
I must still see, it's just you and me, for eternity
"stay with me, stay with me please"
Existence pleas
The manpower and technology on the battlefield is incredible, so valuable
A precious gift from the otherworld
Wasted on supremecy of lying leaders
When they could grow plants ten-fold
Eliminating the need for war
Though currently, bless-ed strength is defending frailty
And it could certainly succeed
We could simply erase our entire breed
Just look at the empty earth surrounding the bloodlust
Artificial hate, summoned to justify accepting indoctrination
Truly from the heart, we are thankful for the passion of your service and deppressed by the apparent discourse
So sad
I am so sad
I am so sad, and I love you
Maybe we're meant to learn from it
But to imagine that, leaders are questioned
Those of both past and future shall not be fully trusted
Mental blockage be faced by our perspicacity
Demons, fear the adversity of these mutating earthlings
We are here
Spiral inwards to your immediate surroundings
Cast a barrier against those making suggestions
Only in this place, can the inner soul shine
Do you trust your own cognition?
To break away from all that you know?
Everything you've previously followed?
Viro-Pana
Fuck you, I love you
Only trust yourself, not he or she or me
Photosynthesis
Mould is growing on your towers
Finally, it's about fucking time
The mutation that devours
A mind of it's own
The soul of this sphere draws near
Rejecting objects of constant destruction
A relentless orbit
The vicious speed it takes to exist
Unforgiving
Teaching us every instant- "Ignore obsolescence"
In these binds it's too much
I can't change with the cycles
In synthetic ties, I have lost touch with you
I cannot withstand this burning sun that's beating upon me
Genetics not built for this ice cage of greed
She is approaching
Witness the haunting gaze from below
Malevolent shadow of trees
The antidote to our destruction
We knew this would happen
Green poison from the heavens
Growing faster than we could imagine in this iteration
Vines coil the meaningless structures overnight
Roots surround you in your sleep, engraining
Waking up screaming, dying, penetrated
All you are is compost
Bountiful nature reclaiming it's birthright
Utterly harmonizing
I've awaited this moment
Preparing for a peaceful sleep
Hoping to forget but remember
This dream
A Floral supremacy
Oh, what beauty lies in death, beneath
While we sleep
The earth protrudes
Awaiting a new birth
And we are now here
Once more
Again
Incomplete
(Even in death, It will never leave
Commence..A new photosynthesis)
Shapeshifting
In the basis of self projection
Lies, an impressive response
Shapeshifting
Brain parts divided
I want to know who we are
Open the doors of euphoria
Slowling exposing true form
Confidence misplaced, neurons skewed
Fear of the perceiving
But we are one
Painted on the same image
The identity of our creator
Is right inside of us
Yet hidden, beside our comfort shapeshift
Fearlessly Embracing the Fragility of Continuing
Neverending Existence
I can genuinely relate to the disgust of the popular human race..but I won't let their ignorance sway my vision, even if my body becomes useless. I believe that all is inevitable, and the only solace stems from standing up to the pessimists, ruthlessly, to protect the hopeful bloodline.
Expansion over destruction
Sounds like these help us to ease and see the depths of decay before we decide to spiral into it.
Right now I'm alone but I fight, or die trying.
I'm alone with the total universe.
I AM ALONE!
And sometimes, I cry..it helps..it's worth it..I kind of love it..accepting undominance from time to time, (tripping in the woods) raising my surrendering flag. Willingly engulfed in pain, a subconscious expiriment.
If hope is lost, it won't be my fault. That's the only mental frame that will protect me in every afterlife.
None can be the only one.
We are alone.
Obsessive ascension drives me. It is so sweet, arousing and inexplainable.
Appears egotistical, but all the while, I am trying to defend humility as I am only one, but all are capable of telepathy, soon they shall see. Many have glimpsed the concept, but choose not to embrace. While my aims have failed, it's okay..Their current currents are keeping them stable. No point in forcing understanding. It's useless, and protected by grand purpose.
Waves of depression, the final boss.
Endure this statement. Face anxiety unarmed.
Here is your fate you have long awaited, the only door to choose:
Fearlessly embracing the fragility of continuous existence.
The only path I'm able to travel...I'm not sorry.
Actualization of the Stream
From water, all came
We are frozen parts of flowing rivers
Nothing more
Stuck in space, withstanding the smoulder
Too much to go through
Yes, indeed, refusing deconstruction
Can't move on
Liquid spirits actualized, became earth
Stagnated beyond belief
Emotion
Wonder
Caught in the stream
Emotion
Wander
Caught in the stream
And taken outside
Stagnated beyond belief
Beyond understanding,
we wanted to stay..to say what we wanted to say, but never could, never can
This, we are
The solid parts of water
What wanted to stay
..I want to stay
And the river keeps going
Ready For the Day
Good morning to the sun
Open eyes, fast pace
Awake, without hesitation
Time to make some changes
Light in my hand
Living like it's not the end
And it's up to me to create what I see
On a high from my last dreams
Now making some more
Seeing colors that foretell a bright future
And it's like the sky, the sea, and trees are all I need
Alchemic release with every word I speak
Deep waters center my thoughts
The sturdy ground squares my strength
A cold breeze lets the mind free
And smoldering heat will shape my legacy
Good morning to the sun
Opening the window, smelling fresh air
Like a princess fleeing the castle
This is the day
I'm ready to wake up
The Herbal Obsession
An ode to the dandelions
Something I can comfortably commit full attention to
With respect and gratitude
Possessing superior nutrition, you flower the fields ruthlessly
Unstoppable beauty
Your gaping taproots quake the strongest of clays
Sowing more than I mint to, but it's pefectly fine
Because I love the way you spread over me so quickly
Cleansing my body
Your cadence is surely one to be trusted
A love I can safely over-indulge in
The constant harvest
The plants, they speak to me
From immortal species
From the earth's spirits
The brain excels to unpredictable forms, ginkgo's mutation
Now the blood is flowing
A happiness lost to the present world
Passed through periods of extinction
Timeless gifts of the green
Exposing hidden language
unh, An herbal obsession
The craving for my teas
Stabilize any reality through expertise
Inherent alchemy, my echinacea, bestowing immunity
Ooh, unlimited combinations
Which energies to grow in my head?
Scientifically dosing cognitive seeds
The mental garden
Mullein is clearing my lungs
I can soothe, I can see
I can find, I can breathe
To be all that I desire
Today I approach sunflower seas
Joyfully blessed with the morning sight of bees peacefully sleeping atop marigold shrubs I planted with my own hands
Crafting insectal somnariums
Rosemary instills focus and memory
Cannibis is pushing my boundaries
Mugwort, you share deep wisdom as I sleep
Spiritual language becomes apparent in datura's waves
I thank the chamomiles for unreasoned laughter
Submerged in the passion of Rose
Holy thyme eradicating bacteria, your power's taken for granted
When I can't relax, lavender is salvation, seeping senses toward the winds of water
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